Friday, August 22, 2014

Can Karma bite you before you screw up?

Since my mom died in March, my world feels like it has fallen apart. In the past month I have a bulging disc in my neck at the C5-C6; while I was on pain meds for that I got an ear infection and then I went in for my annual physical and mammogram and got called back for a Diagnostic Mammogram and just now got called to schedule a needle biopsy on my breast. I don't even know how I manage to get up every day, but I do. I've been so depressed but I put everyone else....my family, my friends, loved ones and job first. I messed up big time with friends and have lost them forever, but the loss of one breaks my heart. Karma hit me before I screwed up I guess. I'm scared. I want my mommy.